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July is always a weird month for me. I have the great good fortune of my parents being willing to host my kids for the entire month, something we started doing to save on daycare fees but that has become a cherished tradition for everyone. In theory it's exciting to have a month off from parenting duties, but in practice it always makes me realize how many of my routines are actually anchored around providing stability to these young people. If I snap and decide to, for example, spend an entire day off making litres upon litres of jam, no one is there to interrupt me by asking for food or outings or to play games with them - not until my partner comes home, and July is peak crunch time at their work every year so they're on feral hours regardless. 

My jam example is not hypothetical. I am the proud owner of a wild raspberry thicket, a sour cherry tree, and two apple trees; I hate wasting food; and I only have so much space in my freezer. This year I have done exceptionally well so far at harvesting fruit at its peak (even if that peak is small and weird and, shall we say, Organique, in the case of the apples) and putting it away as shelf-stable sandwich fixings, pastry fillings, and hell I don't know, bases for barbecue sauces and salad dressings? And Christmas gifts, I certainly won't be forgetting that use. Someday soon my niblings will be old enough to appreciate apple butter more than Lego, too. Does apple butter count as jam? It's even more work, but so tasty. 

Writing-wise, I did finally shake off my odd paralysis in the last couple of weeks and finally regained forward momentum on book 5. It's so cool to see sequences I've carried in my head for months finally taking shape on the page!

I need to remind myself not to look at the total word-count until the whole thing is done, THEN see what could use a little padding if it still feels a bit sparse. This is supposed to be a first draft. There are so many goalposts left to hit it could still easily be a honker by the time it's done. 

As for my books that are already out: there are two days left in the Smashwords Summer & Winter Sale, where you can get Low Dawn FREE and all other individual titles at 50% off! Meanwhile, the omnibus of books 1-3 is 69% off (nice) at Kobo (and everywhere else, but the sale was instigated by Kobo) until the end of August. 
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Kobo Canadian Spring Reading Sale

I recently found the toggle on Draft2Digital's account settings that lets them notify me when I can submit my books to store-specific promotions. I've gotten a fair few emails since then, and for the first time one of my submissions was selected!

From April 3-16, my omnibus of volumes 1-3 of Secrets of Sleipnir will be CDN$3.99 as part of a Kobo sale featuring Canadian authors! (Thanks to store contract requirements, it will be CDN$3.99 on every digital storefront during that time, but only for Canadians. I think. That's my understanding, anyway.)

Observant readers may notice that this is more of an identity reveal than I've ever openly made before. Very observant readers will have already figured it out from the way I've been stubbornly insisting on using Canadian spelling all along. Passive-aggression is the Canadian way, but in the face of provocation it's not the aggression that subsides; it's the passivity. For obvious reasons, I've been feeling provoked lately.

My pseudonymity is still important to me. This only narrows the field down to my being 1 of 41 million people. I consider that acceptable.

Book 5 Progress

I don't consider myself a "pantser," really - someone who writes by the seat of their pants, with no outline or even much of a plan. With my habit of editing-as-I-go I call myself a "knitter:" I can't do the next 'stitch' until the first one is right. I had to rewrite my most recent full chapter 3 times before it finally let me move on. This makes me slower on my first drafts, but leaves those first drafts in good enough shape that later editing passes are actually kind of enjoyable. I am, after all, writing to please myself first (though part of pleasing myself is telling a story I hope others will also enjoy).

Which is to say I'm still writing the first half of the first draft of book 5. But it's shaping up to be a fun one, that I'm going to be excited to share!

Speaking of being excited to share...

Twitch Readalouds Resume

Starting this Sunday morning, 06 April 2025, at 3:00 PM GMT (15:00), my friend Aunty Trashy will resume reading excerpts of Low Dusk on their Twitch channel! I will be in the chat as the author-in-residence: getting made fun of for my five-dollar-words (I consciously allow myself one per book! Learning new words builds character!), sending blushing emojis as Trashy effusively praises my sex scenes whilst skipping them to comply with Twitch's Terms of Service, sharing insider information about my writing journey and details that haven't (yet) made it into the books... and giving out Smashwords coupons for free books! Come on out and join the party! 
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Arm Update: Bullshit Reprieve!

So, after a week and a half of tremendous tension, the orthopedic consult for my arm was an anticlimax in the best way. The orthopedist freed me from not just the sling but the constant xrays, followup appointments, work restrictions, and painful, elaborate physiotherapy! Normal use and a few stretches are all I need! 

(It would have been nice to know this before I booked another 8 weeks of all desk work all the time. I haven't laid hands on a patient of my own in months. But I will be excited to get back to direct care after that!) 

Social Media Note

So, I am also on Discord under this same username. I haven't posted it as publicly as my other social media accounts, mainly because it's not my main account on the service. I use Discord on mobile 99% of the time, and on mobile Discord has chosen to make it very difficult and annoying to switch accounts, so I just stay on my fandom account on my phone, and log into saxbrightwell on my computer or tablet once every few days to check in with a few writing friends and AuntyTrashy

That said, I love to chat! You're welcome to seek me out there; just please be patient with friend requests, because as I said I tend to go a few days between logins. I logged in today and there was a friend request from someone, but as soon as I clicked to see who they were it disappeared? If that was you and you're reading this, please do send it again! Or you could just slide into AuntyTrashy's Discord server, where I can be found perpetrating writer-in-residence nonsense like this: 

Sleipnir horse domestication cartoon

(I've been told I should have added a bow on the horse's tail in the third panel. Perhaps I will at some point!)

Book 5

Drafting book 5 is going well! I made inroads on Chapter 6 today, and realized a parallel is emerging between Maunammi (I'm embarrassed about how long I called them Bhimmaunat) and Fiyevret that I'm going to enjoy chewing on. 

It's a good day for my stable of what I've learned are called "spinoff fodder" characters, with only two piping up about the whole-ass standalone books they want written about them after I finish Book 6. There are many more haunting me quite often. I suppose if I ever want things to calm down I need to keep chipping away at the books in front of them, so! Until next time!
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While I was initially discouraged by breaking my elbow in December, I found I made modest gains in flexibility fairly quickly - at least enough to type comfortably for a while, even if only on an oddly-placed Bluetooth keyboard with my arm oddly-elevated in a way that never would have been accommodated at work. After a few days at home with very little to do, I found my creative energy running higher and I was able to finish off book 4: Low Dusk!

I spent another month editing the draft and finding things to do while it "aired out," like finishing this ambitious cross-stitch project:

"The horrors persist, but so do I."

- while listening to several podcasts. I have it on the wall in my writing nook now.

Part of why I was so committed to ageing book 4 a bit between edits was because unlike the first 3 books, I was surprised to find there were no sections that required a major rewrite of an entire chapter or more. I needed time to trust that satisfaction, and to calm my excitement for more dispassionate editing. I think it worked okay; I've still had to push a couple of fixes to the live version but they were very small fixes, about 3 words total.

Editing and publishing, plus returning to work in mid-January but with endless doctor's appointments, physiotherapy appointments, xrays, and go-rounds with work about modified duties, have interfered with my goal to find and approach one suitable book reviewer every month. I will try to get back at it next month.
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I'm pleased to announce all my books are 25% off for the whole month of July at Smashwords. There are many other authors taking part in the sale at various discount levels, including all the way down to free, so check it out! My .epub files are DRM-free so it's a simple process to load them into whatever reader app you like to use. And of course, if you prefer to keep things even simpler they're still available at their regular prices on all the other platforms found here.
 
What Else is Going On in July
Every year I take my children to stay with their grandparents and cousins for all of July. They love it, and I love knowing they're watched over and having fun and truly bonding with their cousins. I never spent enough time with my own cousins to get past "friendly guest" status with each other; we were just too far apart geographically and our respective parents couldn't put in the time.

This also enables me to spend a little time rattling around the ancestral home (such as it is; it's only this year that they've lived as long in town as they did on the farm) before I have to go home and get back to work. I love reconnecting with my parents and their dogs, my sister and her kids, and those of my high-school friends who still remain in our hometown and in touch with me.

I wouldn't qualify for an ADHD diagnosis, but I do have a shiny collection of subtraits, and one of them is  lack of "friendship decay:" if someone was a close friend, I will still feel exactly as excited to see them as the last time, even if the last time was years and years ago. (Although I realized the other day that quite a few friendly acquaintances don't make the cut, and now I can just barely summon memories of their faces but not even remotely their names.) This means I can truly enjoy even such limited contact as we can all manage as adults. One of the social skills I benefit greatly from as an adult is being able to jump into Catchup Mode and then let our brief time together end with a modicum of grace.

Writing Update
I've made a start on book 4, but this trip has been somewhat of a disruption, and I'm feeling the need to let SoS breathe a little, like I did after finishing the rough draft of book 3. Just like then, fanfic shorts seem like the perfect change of pace. I expect to be back in the thick of things within a week or two. I'm trying not to expect myself to have book 4 done by October, although it would be pretty neat.

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